I paint alone in a room
more an interrogation cell. I'm never sure if I'm being
tortured or this artist thing isn't taking all before me to the breaking point.
There is an instinctive need to take things through a dark distortion
it allows
the realization of life's frightful beauty
for life indeed lives on life
each second
is fraught with the onset of a necessary blood letting
your own or someone
elses
at best this existence is violently fragile.
Each breath, each heart beat is teeming with sexuality and fear
confounded we
wait our lives away hoping for the explanation knowing it will never come.
My paintings have no meaning not unlike myself
they as I are simply the
experience.